Wednesday, October 2, 2013

What we have to share is SO IMPORTANT!

Did you ever end up going up north and see Jamie and her kids? Or is that this weekend. Probably this weekend for conference right? Oh, speaking of conference, try not to spoil any surprises this time, ok? haha!
(I told her about the temple in Cedar City last conference, before she watched conference in Taiwan.  I'll be good and keep things to myself this time!)

As for me, this week was pretty rough. Everyone is "too busy" to meet with us, which leaves us a lot of time to go through several back up plans and a lot of time to say, "well...now what?". We seriously make like, 4 backup plans every night, and they all fall through. I think that people being "too busy" is one of Satan's tools. It's really sad though because what we have to share is SO IMPORTANT! And it's going to bring so much more happiness than whatever else they are "busy" doing.

Despite all of the people standing us up and canceling last minute and investigators breaking up with us, I'm still happy as a clam. Sometimes I wonder how I can be so happy with everything going so wrong. Part of it might be because I'm with Sister Anderson and I just love her to death, but really it's because I have the gospel. I noticed this week that when it was hard and I wanted to give up, it's because I was focusing on myself and how I felt and maybe that I wasn't good enough. But when I was focusing on other people and how I could help them progress, or when I was focusing on the teachings of Jesus Christ and how I can use them to improve my testimony and change myself, that's when I was the happiest. And really this is the happiest I've ever been in my life. I love this gospel SO MUCH! I love the Atonement, and the chance that I have to change every single day. What would we do without it? It's too sad to think about.

 Sister Anderson and Sister Fuller

I know that what I'm testifying of every day is true though. We have a Father in Heaven. Jesus is the Christ. And they love us SO MUCH! It's pretty amazing how much they love us and are willing and waiting to help us through anything. 

September 2013 Zone Conference-Zhongxing Zone

Well, I hope you have a great week! Enjoy conference!  I LOVE YOU!!

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